guess we kids gotta stick together

Everyone likes an underdog.
we start out being outsmarted by our parents.
I have one particular underdog in mind.
Lucifer.
the bible says God said let there be light
that was lucifer's name.
I think they were lovers
and I think they matter to each other more than we matter to either of them
but we just keep getting caught up in their quarrels
so
we kids gotta stick together.

The story was
I was happy
And then, I was happy
I knew there was more to it
It was a boring chapter.
Little done,
Little said.
Nothing learned.

I am eve, queen of nature in all of us
And I didn't know.

I don't want a knight whose armour shines
Or anyone who only rides the same kind of horse.
I don't want a star who only acts out the adventures of others, as shiny as on screen. I want a doer, a liver, someone from my dreams, and I want to be a favorite person. I don't want a savior or a martyr, I want someone who fights for a dream s/he is making real.

embrace the evil in myself

There is evil twisted deep in my soul.
Not roots in my roots but the very earth of me,
musty.
deny as I might
lie as I might
it's there,
dark and deep
and twisted and cold.
Cavernous
Thoughts winding
sharp stalactites fears
Slithering and fluthering blind emotion.

What I've seen of heaven Is green with earthly life And red with human passion and What I know of God Is gray -law in all our moral shades-Purple, pink, brown, flesh Human
nature fighting nature.
and Hope in grey brain matter
Nature a balance of what we call good and evil Love.
Love makes us gods of justice and compassion
Love. Love makes Human Purple brown pink flesh
hope
grey brain matter spark thoughts
we try or try not to
Human animal goodwill Will of a god
Mind of a god
Animal needs Survival, reproduction, hunger
Life is for the birds
This human mammal hungers For transcendence Death
no more